Tuesday, December 15, 2009

分手,是他陈年的爱,化成的温柔。

他用多年积存在心底的爱,化成力量和勇气,
剪断彼此的牵绊,宣布你自由,让你解脱。
或许这对于你来说,不但摆脱了寂寞的缠绕,
还被赐于了自由之翼,从此没有半点约束。
就像是随风而飘的蒲公英一样,飘到新的地方,
从此不再对故乡留恋,获得新的开始。
但对他而言,这是先彻底的崩溃,然后再假装不再依恋,
默默的送上祝福,盼你幸福。
那种感觉,就好像是先把自己弄成残废,然后再随时间的流逝,
完全不靠任何药物慢慢地疗伤。
他不因为痛苦而选择对思念逃亡,
即便那只是思念容入在单方的脑波里,
施放着思念的频率,永远都没有回复。
他也知道这一次的离开,不但对你无法释怀,
换来的,也只不过是无尽的思念而已。
然而,他不忍心看到你被距离隔在对岸枯萎,
唯有离开,才能让隔在中间的牵绊消失,让你越过对岸,去寻找生命之水。

离开你,不是因为满足他的虚荣心,因为虚荣,远远不足抵过失去你而带来的空虚。
离开你,不是因为他寂寞难耐,因为离开,带走的还是寂寞而已。
离开你,不是因为他不再爱你,
而相反的,是因为他太爱你。

Sunday, December 13, 2009

心联心,联系的根源。

人的心是很奇妙的,一但双方都愿意,
两颗心就像是被一条隐形的线不自觉的联系了起来,打都打不掉。
虽然这条线会因为时间的流逝而松弛了一些,
但就算再隔多久都不联系也好,
有一天,这两人再见面的时候,隐藏在深处的这条线,
会因为距离更近了而缩得更紧,
同时也感觉到对方互相在用力地拉动着这条线,
不需要言语,只透过对方的眼里,两人已深深的感受到彼此的心,
甚至胜过千言万语。

不善变的心,才是联系的根本。

Thursday, December 10, 2009

情书3

日月恋

你说你喜欢月亮,喜欢它那暗淡的光辉,
像是双温柔的手臂,拥抱着你。
虽然月光不能散发出极大的热能,
但对于常处于孤独又寂寞的你来说,那光辉是无比的温暖。
你虽然不说,但我是知道的,你之所以喜欢月亮,是因为你和月亮很相似。
在白天里,虽然月亮能够被看得见,但却是多么的不明显,
像是落单的球体隐形般的挂在高空中,
被人们遗忘和冷落。

有多少人,会在白天里寻找月亮的踪影?
又有多少人,会去珍惜月亮在白天里的时光?

一到了晚上,你认为月亮更是寂寞。
那黑色的物体包围着月亮,像是被诅咒似的,被恶魔监视,让它毫无安全感。
你认为你就和月亮一样,一样那么孤独和寂寞。
不但白天被冷落,还要一个人在夜里受罪,你想尽所有办法逃脱让你痛苦不堪的寂寞。

如果你是月亮,那我就是太阳。

人们都以为,我只会在白天里出现,而你却只会在夜里现身,我们永远不得相见。
然而实际上,在无尽的宇宙里,
虽然距离很遥远,但无论在白天黑夜,
我们可都是能把对方看得比人们清楚得多。
就像你身在美国,而我身在澳洲一样,距离遥远,不能碰面。
人家都以为我们俩被隔绝,但实际上,两人的心是相连的,
而只要用心,就能把对方看得清清楚楚,牢记在心。

其实你并不孤独,并不寂寞。
我虽然只在白天里出现,但在夜里,我依然在远处照亮着你。
我知道那讨厌又可怕的黑让你感到更是寂寞,
所以就送了好多好多的小亮点给你,叫做星星,
就像我一直都写信给你一样,好让你在寂寞的夜里有我无限的关怀配伴。

我知道在白天里或许是对你过份了一点,不在你同意之下,
擅作主张把我身上的光辉无私的奉献给你,
而因此掩盖了你原有的特色,让你受了不少委屈。
但我实在是不能不一直照料着你,
一心想让那光辉可以围绕在你周遭保护你,
就像我一直擅自为你做过的种种一样,
也请原谅我对你的过份呵护与关心。

记得,如果你感到寂寞和孤独的时候,
想起晚上的月亮,还有它身上的光辉,
你会想起,在远处有我依然默默地呵护着你。

Saturday, October 3, 2009

情书2

我最想要的

今天,上帝打了一通电话给我,说我平时做多善事,可以赐给我一个愿望,问我最想要的是什么。
这么突然,我临时想不出来。
我想了很久,满脑子只有浮现,你去了美国而不能和你相伴的画面。
于是,我便告诉了上帝,我最想要的,是时间。
上帝却说,“不对,不对,这并不是你真正想要的,再好好想一想,你真正想要的是什么?”
听上帝这么一说,脑袋变得混乱了。
心想,既然时间不是我真正想要的,而我需要时间是想要和你在一起。
想到这里,我才恍然大悟,便和上帝说我最想要的就是你。
上帝沉默了一下,像是被吓到似的,没有半句话。
当我正要开口问一问究竟时,上帝却说,“不对,不对,其实你真正想要的是龙月月饼!我们是上帝派来的使者,特别来告诉你,我们龙月餐馆推出了新款,好吃的龙月月饼,是本年度最看好的月饼。它可是我们的师傅用最上等的莲蓉,加上特制的配方,配造而成,味道不但好,口感也是决对令你满意的。还有,还有,它也是经过我们师傅精心设计的,外观决对是美观。你现在最想要的就是它!有了它,你就可以和你的亲人和爱人度过一个美好的中秋节了。您可以打电话到035854492或者到本店来光顾,我们。。。”
啰里啰唆了半天,原来是卖月饼的,结果还订购了一盒。只可惜,今年的中秋节不能和你一起度过。再好的月饼,也不能够补过我对你的思念。
至少我终于明白了,上帝借此机会告诉我,我最想要的依然是你。
但这还不是最重要的。
最重要的,是你能够永远快乐、幸福。
祝你中秋节快乐!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

反转情诗

反转情诗1
不管你去到哪里,身在何处,我一定会去找你,最后一定找到你,如果我有任意门的话。

反转情诗2
如果全世界都要来与你为敌,我还是对你不离也不弃,和你在一起,找机会把你带到敌人那里去。

反转情诗3
如果有一天,你要离开我,我不会强求,也不会挽留,我会给你最后,最好,最真挚的温柔,给你自由,只要你不再追究我欠你的钱,从此一笔勾消。

情书

你知道为什么今天的月亮会亮吗?

过得还好吗?
一个人在美国会不会很寂寞?
孤单的你总是爱望着夜空中的月亮,
因为这样,你会觉得至少还有月亮配伴着你。

还记得吗?
在2008年2月21日的这一天,
是不是感到很奇怪为什么在那一天还能够看到月亮?
当天,我看到报导说这一天是月食,心想你见不到月亮一定会很难过,
所以,我很聪明,就在地球的另一处,我很努力地用手电筒一直照着月亮,
就希望你能够看得见她,希望你能感觉到有人陪伴在你身边。

亲爱的,
不要为了某事而感到沮丧,
更不要因为孤独而感到寂寞,
别忘了,不管在什么时候,发生了什么事,
我都愿意一直用我的手电筒来照亮着你的月亮,
就算是不眠不休一直到天亮我也愿意。

就算很远,
只要你能看到月亮,
也一样可以感觉到我就在你身边。

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

7月8日,你离开的日子


Vivi,四个月大咯! 已经相处了两个月,你觉得我这个主人怎么样?常常把你关在房里,不让你出去玩,觉得有够不爽的吧?呵呵!原谅我Vivi,原谅我。

现在你就爽啦!又到新家去了。还记得两个月前,我就从你娘家把你拐带过来,觉得很莫名其妙吧?怎么衰到要到贼家去啊!Vivi,原谅我。

现在你就好啦!在新家有另外两只狗陪你玩,还有兄弟姐妹,也有妈妈爸爸照顾;不像在这里这么寂寞,这么孤单,还要自己一个在后院里奔跑,玩耍,偶尔才跟你的烂主人玩莫名其妙的追逐游戏。不然,就得关在房间里,玩自己的玩具,只跟那些没生命的东西分享你的喜悦。原谅我Vivi。

到了新家,你会吃到很不一样的美食,有不一样的享受,还会有专属的教练,前途无量啊!原谅我让你受不必要的苦,不必要的磨炼,甚至还要挨饿。让你呆在我身边也埋没了你的天份,这你也只好原谅我吧?

Vivi,恭喜你!你解脱了,你会幸福的。你已经自由了!

同时我也自由了!

但我的自由必须要在我身上切下一快肉才能得到,得到了还要狠狠地被刀刃在心上刺上一刀。就如阿信所说的,为什么失去了,还要被惩罚呢?好久已经没有感受到失去的痛了,这一次还真的可以回味一番。你离开了,你真的离开了。在你离开的那一刻,你还不知道那我抱你一下是对你的告别吧!但在这之前,我和你度过了快乐的时光,给我美好的回忆。

哎!明明你都已经不在房间里了,经过时还真的自然放轻脚步,怕惊醒你。你知道啦!你一知道我在附近就想跑出来了,不想呆在那监牢般的四面墙,我可是很懒得把你抱回去的。

你可别以为我很伟大,以为把你卖了都是全为你着想,其实还不是为了我自己!为了不让你当成我的绊脚石,为了不承担那沉重的责任,懦弱而轻易的丢弃了我的承诺。而这个承诺是对你一生一世的承诺。对不起!我办不到,是我没用,没有勇气!就算是你原谅我,我也很难原谅我自己。

现在,你是在沉睡着?还是在哭泣呢?你在想着曾经是你那没用的主人吗?你就不要记得我了,但也不要完全的把我忘了,不然我会很难受,你就对我感到怜悯吧!Vivi,你主人可不是要抛弃你,至少在你主人心里不是这么认为的!以后的事,很难说,哪怕我以后没有机会看到你了。你也将会有新的名字了,但我永远都不会忘记你,你永远是我心目中的Vivi。Vivi,你呢?

老实说,我可是再自私也要说,你可不能把我忘记啊!至少我心里可是这么想,就算做梦我也想!你对我来说,是一个很大的遗憾,不过我从来不后悔,至少我遇见了你,也陪了我两个月,让我很开心!


我们的关系可以到永远就好了!Vivi,祝你幸福,快乐!我也要幸福,快乐!可不能白白让你牺牲了!我没事的,你也没事的,我们都要好好的活下去。




Vivi, 再见了!

Vivi,我爱你!

7月8日,你离开的日子,也是我心情低落的一天。

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Vivi's Diary 小V日记

大家好! 我是Vivi,小V。
I am gonna write in English so that Vivi, whose granddad is from U.K, can read it. Somemore, Vivi was born in Aus. Since I have not taught him any other language, English is much easier for him now.

Info about Vivi:
Breed: Golden Retriever
D.O.B.: 14-03-09
Sex: M
Colour: Cream
Father: Buddy
Mother: Bonnie

9th May 2009, is the 1st day I will live together with Vivi. I'd waited for this day for a long long time, and now, I'm happy. Sarah said Vivi was so happy to see me, I think so too. However, just because of my selfishness, Vivi has to leave his family and home. I could see Vivi feel so sad since he was leaving. I kept Consoling him and was trying to keep him comfort. Anyway, Vivi was happy to be in a new home.


My brother and I were playing with him, taking picture of him and trying to make him happy.






They are Sarah (left) and her daughter(right). Sarah is the seller who I'd bought Vivi from. She is a very good and kind person. Sarah did give me advice and and some guides. I appreciate for her helps.
Taking care of a dog is like taking care of a baby. Just now, we were going to have dinner and
buy some food for Vivi. For safety, we have to put him in the room with the door closed. Just
after awhile, he started crying cry and trying to get out from the room by scratching the door.
I could not have mercy on him as later I could not be with him for the whole day. Therefore, he
has to learn to be independent for some time.
And then, I went out and at the same time,
worrying that Vivi might be sad and scare. We tried to get back home as soon as possible.
When we came back, Vivi was so quiet and did not mess up anything. I am so glad that he was
fine. At the same time, Vivi urinated on the floor. O.O!! OMG! He offered me a job. Bad boy! Bad
boy!



When he was eating, he was so happy and kept shaking his tail. After dinner, I did not bring him to the toilet as i taught it was not the time yet. So, I went
to clean the kitchen, and guess what? Vivi gave me another surprise with two pieces of chocolate
cakes =.=". Bad boy Vivi!! Yet, still can praise him as he put one of them just on the newspaper
that we used to cover the place that he just urinated. But I did not.
And another job offered, urinated when he was not in my sight. Speechless.
After awhile, Vivi felt tired and was trying to sleep. Unfortunately, my bro was watching movie
and the volume was loud. Vivi could not sleep and woke up to play again. Before that, I knew
Vivi was crying, missing his parents, brothers and sisters. I was not shocked as Sarah had told
me that he would cry. What I could do is just to be with him and console him. And now, he is
sleeping. You can see how sweet is him when he's sleeping. Owh! So cute~!
From now on, Vivi, I will take good care of you and spend as much time as I can to be with you.
Hope you always be happy and will not be lonely.

I love you Vivi.










Sunday, April 26, 2009

Magical Pathway

This is a magical pathway.

Vehicles will stop for you if u were on it no matter who you are,
where you are from,
and
when it is.
The feeling of walking in front of the cars makes you fly without wings.
I like this feeling.
In Aussie, there are plenty of them.Now that is the point!


Can I keep standing on it if there were lots of cars?
I wish I can.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

蟲蟲日记2 (Chong Chong's Diary 2)


Sean 说:“ 蟲蟲喜欢主人的味道。”
Sean said: " Chong Chong loves his owner's smell."
这个座位是它主人坐过的,蟲蟲在上面坐了有一阵子,我觉得很有趣就把它拍下来了。
看见Sean有蟲蟲,让我更心痒痒的想养只宠物。喜欢狗,是我一直以来都不变的,而养狗则让我感到是一件快乐的事。虽然说我对狗的基本知识不了解,但是,我可以为了它们抽出时间去了解。让我最担心的是,不能给它们时间,反而害了它们。
不管怎样,我都还是很喜欢狗,希望能够有一只成为我的家庭成员之一, 能够有照顾它一生的承诺和责任,有着永远的联系。


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

蟲蟲日记 Chong Chong's Diary (Sean 的猫咪)

蟲蟲: 肚子好饿啊! (So hungry!)

蟲蟲: 有香味!! (What's this!)

蟲蟲: 是厨房传来的! (It's coming from the kitchen.)

蟲蟲: 喵! 我要! 我要! (Miao! I want! I want!)

蟲蟲: 。。。

蟲蟲: 不给就算! 我自己来!(Fine! I'll get it by myself!)

蟲蟲: 喵!这边没有 。(Miao! Nothing here.)

蟲蟲: 喵!这边也没有!! (Miao! Here also!!)


蟲蟲: 睡饱算了!喵! (Just sleep until full, miao!)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

你今天好吗?

请不要问,“你今天好吗?”
这问题看似简单极了,但实际上,
要作出明确的回答却是不容易的!
因为我实在是分辨不了今天和昨天。
如果我说,昨天过得比较好,那么今天的定义何在?
如果我说,今天过得好,那我又该如何确保这一切会延续至明天?
如果一定要我回答,我会告诉你,我每一天都过得很好。
听起来好像很臭屁似的,不过我就是相信我的每一天都有它的意义。
我没有自欺欺人,但也说不出什么道理,我就只是有这一份自以为是的执著。
虽然要说每一天都过得很好也不尽然,还稍微有些勉强;
但人生,不无遗憾,不无伤心,不无失落;
好与不好,就看自己怎么去评定。
重点是,每一天,它都是意味着什么来着的。

Monday, April 6, 2009

Destination

3rd April 2009, I'm going to Melbourne, Australia. Thinking of how i would become like when i
live in Melbourne. Suddenly i saw a man standing infront of me with a nice pose. There he is:


He made me worried if i would become like him since I started living in Melbourne.

1st day in Melbourne. So excited!! Take a picture in Melbourne Airport 1st before leaving.
See, even the people behind also feel happy for me. 4th April 2009 is the day i 1st stepped on
Melbourne.



This is 3P. Get what it means? It shows how long u can park at the particular area. 3P means
you can park there for 3 hours only. Beyond that, you will kena black grandfather (Orrh Gong).



Another 3P. Are you thinking what i am thinking?



Another 3 again, this is the letter box right infront of my house. It is nothing related to the 3P.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

新人生

我的新人生就在这一刻开始了!
更进一步的成长, 依然坚持的梦想.
新的生活, 新的习惯, 新的自己.
新人生,我来了!